oh my god im the poorest man alive. my credit card has 22 dollars left on it, 11 bucks in the bank account. my paycheck is coming in soon but it is already completely spent on rent, utilities, credit card payment, and car insurance.

this means i will have to basically live off what food i have in my house once again...luckily after last time i had the foresight to fill my cabinets with rice, pancake stuff, black beans, etc.

it sucks to be on the verge of poverty but what can i do? it would be awesome to meet a girl and fall in love and her move into my house and pay half my rent, too bad the likelihood of this occurring is zero. plus how much would that suck? my place is not big enough for that!

oh well, i can't complain. even though my body is slowly dying and i am most likely going to lose 5 pounds this month due to undernourishment. and the issues with my health keep piling up and i don't have health insurance or the ability to save any money at all, and my car is falling apart and i will never be able to afford to fix it, and the economy sucks, etc, etc....actually i can complain damnit! and this is where i will do it.

in other good news: this girl i like who is really cute is going to come over and watch a movie with me and then i will try to kiss her and all sources indicate she will be into it. this is the only thing that is good right now.